That's all it is.

"I think I’ve always been half out of my shell and half in. Sometimes I can be extremely wild and sometimes I can be extremely shy. It just depends on the day. And I`m unpredictable, I never know where I'm going until i get there, I'm so random, I'm always growing, learning, changing, I'm never the same person twice. But one thing you can be sure of about me; is I will always do exactly what I want to do."

We are not perfect human beings, nor do we have to pretend to be. But it is necessary for us to be the best version of ourselves we can be. The only person I'm trying to be better than is the person I  was yesterday. That's all it is.