Solitude sometimes is best society.
Be your best friend.
Be your coffee buddy.Be your partner in crime.
Be everything for yourself,
rather than relying on others to be that for you.
Regardless of how many people are willing to follow you, there will always be some walks you have to take unassisted. Some roads are meant to be navigated by you and you alone. There will always be friends at the end of that road – to wipe your brow and perhaps give you a pat on the back for reaching the end of your quest unscathed, but the passage itself is a solitary journey.
this dark truth hurts me. i've been walking all alone since i'm very young. i went thru storms and thunders which only i experienced it and never told anyone even though i hope they knew it. the mask i put and carried around had been my virtual skin for very very long time which now it's already crack and the sharp pieces scratch me into the flesh. i crave for company. i crave for attention, physical love and care, valid support and help, just like a child who i never became. anyway, nice writing. love it =)
ReplyDeleteDon't worry, the older you get, you'll be more comfortable being alone. A season of loneliness is when the caterpillar gets its wings. :)
DeleteThanks for reading! May Allah ease your hardships and bring you happiness insyaAllah.